Return
Inconsistency vs consistency. 👋🏽 I hope the dedicated time looking away helped me look in.
I start and end, constantly. A practice where I doubt what I see until disassociation, then eventual return. What is the present with a camera in my hand? Do I take the feelings of the world around me and catch lightning in a bottle? I question if I’m too far from the ones I love in order to blend with the environment that requires my full attention.
It’s crowded, cruel, and rewarding.